OH HOLY HELL....

It has been a shit load of years since I posted here and looking back and reading this schlop....

WHAT THE ACTUAL F****


Okay, I recognize that I had issues in my youth but damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.

Obviously, my perspective on life has changed a crap ton.


Would I say I have a lighter outlook on life? Sure.

IS the depth of perception towards thoughts, psychological selves, perspectives and the presence and impact our existence has on reality? Sure.

Do I hate myself? HELL NO.

Interestingly enough, during the initial creation of this blog MANY MANY MANY years ago, there was alot of self-hate present. Angsty Teen, EMO-PHASE, Crawling in my SKIN, and all that.

Alot has happened since then. Alot. A fucking lot.

Been closer to death than I would have liked on several occasions. Trust me that changes your view on alot of things.


So I'm impressed, surprised and fairly cringing at what I wrote here way back when.

Maybe I should repopulate this into something more me at the present.